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Me, hubby, Sophie and Thomas with Jessica's photo cushion at Jessica's forever bed

Thomas’s first trip out – visiting Jessica at her forever bed

We spent Thomas’s first week at home together, enjoying being in a newborn bubble. When we finally ventured out and about with him, there was one place we had to…

A double rainbow over houses - "#365daysofgratitude"

#365daysofgratitude – Week 31

For the last two years, I have taken part in a daily gratitude challenge – sharing one photo a day on Instagram of something I am grateful for. It’s taught…

Jessica standing in front of a tree looking out over a big branch - "Country Kids"

Country Kids 04/08/18

Welcome to Country Kids. A huge thank you to Fiona at Coombe Mill for running this linky for the last seven years. Country Kids was one of the first linkies…

The word "bittersweet" with doodles of Jessica and Thomas

Friday Focus 03/08/18 – A bittersweet first week

I can’t quite believe that baby Thomas is a week old already. This past week has been an incredibly bittersweet one. Thomas has brought us so much joy but there…

Baby Thomas wrapped in a towel

Thomas’s birth story: a planned home breech birth

I was woken by the sudden gush of fluid as my waters broke. It was 2:46am – the time that Jessica had died. It felt significant that they had broken…

Sophie running through the bubbles from the bubble machine

Simple childhood pleasures – blowing bubbles in the garden

Like many children, Sophie loves bubbles. Getting out in the garden and making bubbles is such a simple thing to do, but is so much fun. We’ve tried out a…

Me, baby Thomas, Jessica's photo on the cushion, hubby and Sophie sitting on the sofa

Me and Mine – July 2018

Last month, I reflected on that feeling of being in limbo between two family lives. I felt that we were crossing a bridge across a great chasm. On one side…

A cup of caterpillars (left) and a butterfly (right)

From caterpillars to butterflies – watching nature in action

Sophie was recently sent a butterfly growing kit by my friend Mel. She thought that Sophie would enjoy watching the caterpillars transform into butterflies and that releasing them would be…

A double rainbow over houses - "#365daysofgratitude"

#365daysofgratitude – Week 30

For the last two years, I have taken part in a daily gratitude challenge – sharing one photo a day on Instagram of something I am grateful for. It’s taught…

The word "Peanut" in blue with a drawing of me holding Peanut with hubby and Sophie either side and our angel Jessica looking on

Friday Focus 27/07/18 – Welcoming Peanut to the world

Our little Peanut has now arrived into the world and we have been blessed with a baby boy. Baby Thomas was born at home late last night, weighing in at 5lb…