At the start of 2016, inspired by a friend, I started a daily gratitude challenge – posting one thing that I was thankful for each day on Instagram. I enjoyed it so much that when I reached the end of that year, I carried on and have kept going ever since. Finding one little thing to be thankful for each day has now become part of my daily routine and I’ve loved seeing friends joining in along the way too.
Finding little things to be grateful for isn’t always easy, especially when living through scary and uncertain times. I have found though that trying to find something, however small and trivial, to be grateful for has helped me through some of the hardest days of my life.
My eldest daughter Jessica, who died in April 2018, was an inspiration to me throughout her short life. She had so much strength and such a wonderful zest for life. Her godmother described her once as a “joy carrier” and it was the perfect description for her. She was a little ray of sunshine, full of smiles and gave joy to all who knew her. I am, and will always be, grateful to be her mummy. She taught me to enjoy the little moments and to make the most of everyday because tomorrow is never promised. And even though having to live life without Jessica is by far the hardest thing I have ever had to do, I will continue to look for those little things to be thankful for, and keep going with this challenge in honour of my beautiful brave girl.
Here are my grateful moments from the past week:
Day 201 – I am grateful for a tea party with the toys.
Day 202 – I am grateful for help cleaning off the sandy toys.
Day 203 – I am grateful for a lovely afternoon out at Cliveden.
Day 204 – I am grateful that I got to see my twinny for the first time in over four months!
Day 205 – I am grateful that part 1 of Thomas’s birthday cake is done. I had to use caramel coloured icing rather than orange for Numberblock 2 and the green icing on Numberblock 4 was a bit runny but I’m happy with them and I know Thomas will love them and that’s what matters most.
Day 206 – I am grateful that Sophie can enjoy socially-distanced ballet classes outdoors.
Day 207 – I am grateful that Thomas’s birthday cake is all done ready for my Numberblocks-mad birthday boy tomorrow.